I feel like crying

I just looked at my Pacer account.




Ex and Dingo, have had their bankruptcy discharged.




So, for the last 4 years, they have been playing, partying, vacationing, running up credit cards, having a ball,....and now, all that debt, gets swept under a table. Given up to our consumer debt. No wonder, our economy is in the state that it is.




I feel like crying, because all the while they have been racking up this debt, I have been struggling to survive.




All this time, they were vacationing in places like Mexico, Vegas, Hondurus, I was crying over figuring out how to pay my bills, how to be a parent, how to raise a child on my own.




I am so angry right now.




Did I mention that they spent $219,900 on a house. Then sank $98,000 in it to remodel it?? Then turned around after he had child support lowered because he couldn't afford it, and bought a second rent house that was over $200,000????




Did I mention, that at the court hearing in November, I agreed to lower child support again, before he decided to terminate?




Did I mention that if he had paid the amount of lowered child support I agreed to until Doodlebug turned 18, that would have been in the ball park of $88,000.




That is less that the amount of money he paid to remodel that sh!thole house of his.




Ok...so now I am crying and I can't finish this, I'm sorry.